JF Day 4.5: Caved & Bread and Butter

      i made it four and half days.  Today I went back to work.  It started out fine, besides the fact I spilled beet juice on the carpet...  Oops...  Near the end of my day I was kinda over being there.  I couldnt stand still and I finished all my checklist work with 2 hours to spare.  When I got home I started to make my afternoon drink and started to feel awful.  I sat down for a few, but started to feel worse.  I used to faint a lot when I was younger so I know when I see stars I am in trouble!  I didnt have it in me to make more juice so I made an executive decision to eat something.  The fastest thing I found was bread and I added Earth Balance, figuring the fat would be good for me.  Right after I went to bed and slept for 2 hours.  Rough.  I am not giving up.  I just decided that its not easy juicing and working.  If I didnt have to work I think I would be fine!  So I am going to start eating some.  I will still be juicing lots, but not fasting.  I also think I had to many fruit juices...  I cant handle my sugar!

Anxiety for school:  6 out of 10.  I really wish I could get my writing book...
Looking forward to:  Watching Harry Potter with Crysie tomorrow and Bingo on Thursday!
Not looking forward to:  Next Monday when school starts...  Yikes!

005: Create Ideas

Hmmm.  So posting isnt going well.  I think about the blog all the time, but never add anything.  I have been working on a lists [in my head] about what I want to do.  Here is what I remember...

1.  Craft corner [drawings done]
2. Inspiration board [I hear they are all the rage]
3. Loft bed
4. Curtains
5. 3 Dress
6. Wristlets
7. Shelves
8. Resin Jewelry
9. Kids tees
10. Bug jewelry
11. Loopcam box [drawings already done]

 The list is in no particular order.  Some are long term and others are short.  I jsut have to start doing them.  I love lists!

Charlotte is ready for bed, she keeps rubbing the laptop, tough to type.

White Santa Gifts:  Blender [gross]; stolen [thanks Apple!], Target Giftcard; kept [score!]

Batches of Roasted Veg made this week:  2.  potatoes, carrots, onions, 3 colors of peppers, eggplant, mushrooms.  Cilantro and green onions after roasting.  Yum!

Desire to go back to work:  5%, but I am a good girl.  I heart my friends!  The next week is going to suck...

Opp Failing Part 2

I not sure this was a good idea.  I should have waited till after the new year started. That does seem a bit cliche, new life goals with a new year sillyness...  I am going to try to keep at least keep posting.  I have many thoughts on how I am going to make next years holidays easier, like finish shopping in the summer!  Bruder and I took a picture for Xmas cards, but buy 50 is too many.  Its a pretty great picture of us with the dog.  Poor dog...  I will post a picture at some point.

Blogging on 4 hours of sleep after getting up at 5:15 plus two tiny wines isnt a good idea.

New favorite episodes of the Simpsons:  one.  I love future episodes!

Holiday parties attended:  one

Holidays left to attend:  five

Failing...

Well I havent been doing very well at my create challenge.  [ps I cut my thumb with a razor blade and it really hurts to type...]  I thought it would be easier.  Maybe if I would just spend some time thinking creatively I could make it work.  Christmas is coming and work has me stressed and the most creative thing I do these days is nap.  I dont even cook.  Just rice and and veg, salad for lunch.  Blah.  I would love to shake this funk.  Maybe in 3 weeks, if all goes according to plan!

I miss holding hands...

Time spent removing glitter nail polish:  34mins and I needed help

People check off my Christmas gift list:  4

People left on my Christmas gift list:  11, uh oh